feeling edgy

For a while now I can’t beat down this edgy feeling I’ve been having. It’s like constantly waiting for something that is about to happen but it never arriving.

I know most people would worry themselves sick over something like this. Fearing mental illness or worse some voodoo spell, I however am just sick of it full stop.

I’m not a person that worries a great deal, and am generally laid back about stuff. I even have difficulty making up my mind on any given subject because usually I can see the case from any number of given ’sides’.

I’ve been trying to pin it down and see where this is coming from, and I don’t really have an absolute answer as yet. I know that I’m feeling a little fatigued from working all day and coding most of the evening. So I figure I need a break. But another part of me says press on and keep to the master plan.

Or maybe i’m feeling a social integration fatigue from facebook, twitter, flickr, friendfeed and the rest. Perhaps keeping up is depleting my energy.

It really bugs me because I think my concentration is affected. Wheras before I would focus on something that I was doing and set a goal for it, now I can’t seem to find the muse. I’m speaking principlally about my guitar playing in this example but since that is affected I’m not sure it’s completely down to computery jitteryness. (yup, I’ll go with that as a vaild ‘name’ for it)

Hopefully i’ll find what’s bugging me soon. Perhaps I need 2 hours of bloody unrelenting vengeance to help sort me out.